¿WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

Yesterday I wondered what I wanted to write about, what would be the first entry that I post on this the first day of my 30’s. It is AMAZING how I got so many questions that swirled around in my head AND they seem NOT to be going anywhere so I thought I’d post them and HOPE that they can answer themselves instead…SO WHAT DO I DO WHEN…

1. YOU ARE TOO TIRED TO SPEND THE DAY THAT I DEEMED IMPORTANT TO ME?
2. YOU DIDN’T MAKE TIME BECAUSE YOU RAN OUT OF TIME?
3. YOU LEFT ME WITHOUT YOU WHEN ALL GAVE YOU WAS ME?
4. YOU ARE BEYOND WHAT I SEE?
5. YOU ARE NOT A FRIEND TO ME?
6. YOU PEEKED INTO THE FUTURE & THINGS ARE NOT CLEAR?
7. YOU HAVE LOOKED BACKWARDS FOR A REASON TO MAKE SENSE OF THINGS?
8. YOU CAN’T RECOGNIZE YOURSELF?
9. YOU HATE THAT I PUT YOU HERE?
10. YOU ARE OUT OF TIME?
11. YOU WHEN I FIND THAT I CAN’T GIVE A DAMN?
12. YOU ARE THE PRISONER OF THE PAST?
13. YOU SEE THAT WE GOING IN OPPOSITES DIRECTION?
14. YOU ARE BECOMING OBSOLETE?
15. YOU THINK IT IS QUITE UNDERSTANDABLE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY?
16. YOU CANT FIND ANY COMFORT FOR YOURSELF?
17. YOU QUESTION THE QUESTIONS THAT I ASK YOU?
18. YOU FEEL THAT THINGS ARE OK & THERE IS NO NEED FOR THESE QUESTIONS?
19. YOU GO IN RESCUE RECOVERY MODE & GET STUCK?
20. YOU CAN’T FIGHT ANOTHER DAY?
21. YOU DON’T HAVE ANOTHER WAY?
22. YOU HAVE TAKEN A FALL?
23. YOU DON’T KNOW?
24. YOU DON’T CARE?
25. YOU MAKE ME QUESTION YOU?
26. YOU SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING & DO NOTHING?
27. YOU SAY YOU ARE GRATEFUL FOR HAVING ME BUT DON’T SHOW IT?
28. YOU SEE MY POINT BUT PRETEND YOU DON’T?
29. YOU USE YOURSELF AS AN EXCUSE FOR WHO YOU ARE?
30. YOU REALIZE THAT I WON’T HOLD YOU AGAINST YOU?
    

I HOPE THAT YOU GET IT AS TIME MARCHES ON, BUT UNTIL THEN…