THAT SECRET SEXUAL SIDE...

WHAT ARE YOU HIDING? Is it that you
like anal sex? That you like to have sex with women and men alike? That you are
dominant? That you like to be tied-up? TELL ME, WHAT SEXUAL DESIRE
WOULD THE BEWITCHING HOUR FIND YOU SATISFIYING YOURSELF? 

It is a fact that WE all have a SECRET
SEXUAL SIDE that is kept hidden from others and sometimes ourselves.
Nonetheless, occasionally that other persona creeps out and we find ourselves
with an itch that has to be scratched no matter what we do or say. Wouldn’t it be nice if WE could
really exercise OUR sexual
desires in OUR way?
Wouldn’t it be easy if OUR life were just for US to live and not anyone else’s?

We are forced to live a life seeking OUR sex
in the dark and it is such a shame that the world cares about with whom I get
horizontal. There are so many blocks and dark turns on the road to SEXUALITY that
it makes us live a double life. It seems to me that sex and sexual matters are
the last taboo in our society. It is one of those things that pushed down,
aside AND is covered up. Often times, people REACT vs. ACT and
they never realize it at the time. Hence, the moment we decide not to give into OUR
SEXUAL DESIRES that is when we need to. No matter what others think
about SEX and the things that come along with it, this side of
us has a life of its own and there is no stopping it. SO WHY NOT OWN
YOUR SEX & NOT LET OTHERS TAKE CONTROL? 

We human beings are covering the parts of ourselves that we
have in common, but do not know it because we are too busy hiding from it. We
are all a part of the NORMAL and ABNORMAL part
of the SEXUAL REALM, whatever GUILT comes
from the ENJOYMENT of SEXUAL PLEASURE should
be honored and not seen as something horrible. Therefore, those that EXPRESS
RESISTANCE really wants to find out what really is going on but are
too afraid to find out. But resisting a part of who you are or think you could
be will only continue to haunt and taunt you. I read somewhere that ‘Both traditional masculine socialization
and patriarchal historical arrangements suppress OUR need for emotional connectedness and
self-disclosure and limit the sexual and intimate scripts available to US in society.’ I immediately thought
about how I was told as a child that if I TURNED GAY that I
would be KILLED. I knew that this is a factor in why so many
of OUR SEXUALITY does not develop past the infancy stage, we
just cradle it and when it is released, it causes a world of harm.

OUR SEX is
just that, so when we ALIENATE it we abandon ourselves. Thus,
the concept of SEXUALITY is a term that used to describe the
troublesome feelings and faulty ideas that is experienced because of a lifelong
limit on SEXUALITY. Hence, this affects ALL of
us in both direct and indirect ways having adverse effects on the social
structure of society. This is why we have the deviation of common sense when it
comes to HOMOSEXUALITY. Sex is OUR fundamental
right to express ourselves in ways we would not ordinarily be able to. We feel
restless from the constant sexual fantasizing and sexual thoughts due to US not
being able to exercise OUR purpose. Hence, most resort to MASTURBATION,
PAID SEX, RAPE or MANIPULATIVE SEX. This is the
reason why happily married or single, powerful or ordinary folk risk personal,
marital, and occupational stability and happiness.