¿WHAT THE HELL?

¿WHAT THE HELL? As my mother would say, WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO? The other day I had this one dude practically over @ my house with my D!CK in his mouth and AFTER I SHOT him down he said that he is NOT GAY and he has a girlfriend. Now I found this funny because we all know that we can’t believe in the tooth fairy, Santa Claus OR the Easter bunny. Now, we can't even believe in a GAY man that refuses to get out of the closet? I AM TRULY DISAPPOINTED! These so-called DL men are SO pathetic AND sad that they have NOT realized that they are out-of-date AND yesterday’s news. In a world rocked to its very core by HOMOSEXUALITY, I appear to be one of the only remaining realists. Off and on, I am mystified by these men, but unlike the rest of the world, I'm honest about it. I think that most DL men are stupid, uninformed, AND scary. Hence in MY court of law their verdict would be GUILTY and the only punishment for such behavior is for we GAY men NOT to entertain them when they come to ROCK OUT WITH THEIR COCKS OUT! Better to be a REAL gay man rather than some ass that he is F&CKING. This incident made me realized that I was operating from a place that does NOT allow me to recognize OR accept the hateful notions they have internalized about themselves. The sense of entitlement AND ownership they try exuded is unbelievable, even admirable on some level. I WONDER WHERE THEY GOT THAT FROM? No matter because I know I had this dude the MOMENT he sent me a message…pity I was NOT interested in F&CKING, would have been nice but I am NOT into wasting my D!CK in such a manner. And the funny thing for me is that he feels that he has somehow, someway escape the noose that was around his neck…STUPID DL MEN, TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS…Now I can ONLY imagine that the MOMENT those words were sent to my inbox, he felt ashamed…WORSE: STUPID! Here is a MAN that wants me, yet I am saying GET TO STEPPING, WE DON’T WANT YOUR KIND AROUND HERE! I GUESS ONE CAN CALL IT A TESTAMENT TO THE ENDURING LEGACY OF HOMOPHOBIA. IT IS TIME THAT WE START LOBBYING FOR GAY MEN THAT ARE WORTH THE ENERGY THAT THEY HARNESS. IF WE WERE TO THINK ABOUT IT, IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE BECAUSE IT KEEPS THEM FROM RIDING ROUGHSHOD OVER US. THE TRUTH IS WE HAVE FAR MORE IN COMMON WITH THE DL MAN THAN HE REALIZES (WHO WOULD NEVER DARE HIT UP A GAY MAN SUCH AS MYSELF AGAIN). A WORLD OF PERFECT HARMONY WOULD BE LOVELY, BUT UNTIL THE RAPTURE COMES I’D RATHER WE FACE OFF AGAINST EACH OTHER RATHER THAN US AGAINST THEM & THE WORLD. THERE IS NOTHING LOGICAL, NATURAL OR BENEFICIAL ABOUT A WORLD ORGANIZED BY HOMOPHOBIA; THE VERY CONCEPT IS IRRATIONAL. WE ALL LOOSE WHEN WE ALLOW SOCIETY TO PUT US IN CERTAIN CATEGORIES. WHEN THE DL MAN REALIZES THAT HE HAS INTERNALIZED THE WORLD’S LOATHING OF HOMOSEXUALS HE WILL REALIZE THAT HE WAS BORN TO BE REAL & NOT PERFECT. BUT IF WE REALLY THINK ABOUT IT, IT IS NOT HOMOSEXUALITY PER SE THAT HAMSTRINGS US IN THE STRUGGLE TO ACHIEVE A JUST SOCIETY. IT IS OUR INABILITY TO TALK ABOUT & THINK OUR WAY THROUGH OUR PRECONCEPTIONS. IF ONLY THE DL MAN COULD ACCEPT WHO HE TRULY IS & THE GAY MAN STOP ACCEPTING HIM FOR WHAT HE IS NOT… ¿WHAT THE HELL?