I AM...

I am whatever YOU think I am until YOU get to KNOW me. This is true for everyone else too, of course.. so don't make assumptions about anyone or pass judgment; ask questions. You might just make a new friend.

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Monday, October 24, 2011

WE CONFUSE...




THE FOLLOWING MSN CHAT SESSION SPARKED THIS BLOG ENTRY:



HIM says: I so flippin' horny


ME says: sending a man yr way...


ME says: lol


HIM says: Who


U laffin I so serious


ME says: Terrance


HIM says: I bin molesting myself for too fuckin' long


He een here


ME says: that's all u should be trying to get


Terrance


HIM says: Ummm he een here n I need to fuck


ME says: i c


HIM says: Throwing that righteous shit out da window right
now


ME says: I hear ya


HIM says: I'm not as fortunate as u to live with my
lover


ME says: even if noel didn't live with me


HIM says: N get sex when I horny


ME says: I wouldn't be trying to get sex elsewhere


HIM says: Hmmm


Well I'm not going to deprive myself of sex coz he
don't want have sex


ME says: then u should leave


b free and get sex whenever u want


If u have to hide it from him


U know it isn't right


But get yrs


Make sure use condoms


HIM says: I always do


Even with him


ME says: OK






Now before you take the position that MANY other gays take (you have
a
LOVING relationship, so you don’t understand) don’t you ever wonder why we  as human beings confuse naming a thing with
knowing it? For instance, how does a gay man
REALLY know love? Is
it the word? Is it two people (in this
case Noel and I) that just
happen to respect each other @ the highest level?
Or is it action that can ONLY exist when we get horny?










It couldn’t be
that element whose survival is dependent upon a fragile ecological balance, a
perfect blend of minerals, sunlight, weather, and, ultimately, sub-atomic
particles that have been zipping around since the birth of the universe, right?
I TOTALLY get where he is coming from and
it is my hope that one day he can STOP carving his idea of love it into small pieces,
that were sent to a love factory, shaped it into a love and shipped to a store. One
day he can see love for it REALLY is…something
that should NOT be purchase OR beg for.






I will not judge him, I just hope that he knows that one day
as he ventures into the jungle to begin his hunt, donning a mask to confuse his
prey. Not a mask meant to frighten, a mask that is pleasant to eyes that makes
him think what he is doing is harmless so he can get close and strike a lethal blow
that is hiding his selfish fa├žade will crack. For the mask that camouflages a predator
can camouflage his ‘prey’ as well and
he can find himself being devoured and torn apart with NO one to hear his screams but Noel and I. We all know that the jungle
is accustomed to the sounds of agony that just bodies love leaving it barely
alive, with just a little strength where it can crawl back to its village
where, to its horror, it discovers that its ‘prey’
has taken possession of its hut. Now helpless and homeless, love will be forced
to live the rest of its days in the wild, feeding what the scum beneath the
scum feeds on…


MONDAY MUSICAL MOTIVATION: MR. KNOW IT ALL







Kelly Clarkson has
chosen the Ester Dean-penned, Brian Kennedy-produced "Mr Know It All"
as the official lead single from her fifth studio album "Stronger",
set to hit stores worldwide on October 25th via RCA Records - The new single is
not your typical pop/rock Kelly Clarkson record, instead the original American
Idol seems to have taken some notes from Bruno Mars cuz "Mr Know It
All" has a big resemblance to "Just The Way You Are", with the
soulful vocals and the sweet piano/drums melody.

 









Mr know
it all
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr bring me down
Well ya like to bring me down don't ya
But I ain't laying down, baby
I ain't going down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody gonna make a fool out of me
Baby you should know that I lead not follow

[Chorus]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr play your games
Only got yourself to blame
When you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow




Kelly Clarkson Mr. Know It All lyrics found on DIRECTLYRICS



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