Ryan
Murphy has been at the forefront of queer representation on television for the
past few years. Pose. American Horror Story. Glee. Currently 9-1-1 Lone Star has shattered
stereotypes of how transgender people are viewed. Carrying that flag on his
sturdy shoulders for his community is Brian Michael Smith. The 40-year-old actor plays
Paul Strickland on the hit Fox television series.
Smith has always used his celebrity for the greater good,
just this week alone presenting Michaela Jaé Rodriguez with the 2023 Equality Award at the Human Rights Campaign (HRC) Los Angeles dinner.
He also discussed making the decision to transition as a young adult and
embracing his identity during Dotdash Meredith’s From Invisibility to Trans
Visibility Week panel, which was moderated by writer and actor Scott Turner
Schofield. The discussion also featured ACLU Deputy Director for Transgender
Justice Chase Strangio, Olympian Chris Mosier and actor Vico Ortiz. (People magazine.)
The
actor, who was also in Queen
Sugar discussed in his own words how he felt when he realized
he wasn’t alone in the world.
“I spent
my 20s doing what everybody does in their 20s but I just took a different
journey with mine and by the time I was able to actually access the care, I had
discovered that there are other people like me. When I was 19, I was in college
in the middle of Ohio, and I didn’t know what I was going to do about that I
just felt so good to know that I wasn’t the only person, that, historically,
there were other people, that there were standards of care that have already
been established. There was a process. There were clinics, there were places to
go. And there were actually other people to meet, who were further down the
road than I was.”
*on
starting hormone therapy
“I was
able to see myself expressed on the outside physically in a way and really be
inside my body for the first time and be visibly seen and taken into the world
as myself for the first time. I really just wanted to enjoy that. I am myself
and the person that I’ve seen in my mind’s eye for so long is looking back at
me in the mirror, is out on the streets.”
*on publicly coming out as transgender after his career was
established
*on
the current hatred towards the Transgender community from Republican lawmakers
“I feel
like that’s something I have a really hard time navigating. We have these sort
of arguments and these debates where people are trying to tell me about
something, and I’m like, ‘I’m the one living the experience. I’m here, I’m
telling you, I’m a trans person. You’re not, that’s okay. You don’t have to be
trans. I am. Let me live.'”
*on living an authentic life
“I could
be out and then take the sort of crumbs of bad trans representation that was
available. Or I could just define who I am as a person and as what I want to
explore now. And then, when the moment comes, I can share this part of myself.
Around, 2015 or 2016, I was like no, I distinctly want to take ownership of
this full part of my identity.”
“We’re
trans people. We’ve been trans the whole time. So I never was a woman who
became a man. I was me the whole time. You know, you just thought I was but we
are who we are. And just because you don’t understand it doesn’t mean that
we’re not real.”
9-1-1 Lone Star airs Tuesday nights on Fox.
SOURCE:
INSTINCT MAG
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