There is this man…
That comes to me in my dreams.
He tells me that he is the one for me,
And that we will be together forever.
And I love him oh so much,
I know I’ve been touched by the hand of GOD.
Then I woke up and there you were,
I know that you weren’t This Man…
But I wasn’t sure,
I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt.
But I was wrong,
And you turned out to be That Man…
I wanted you to be the one in my dreams,
But you weren’t he and it left me sick.
And I didn’t think that I could get up,
But it’s hard sleeping on a pillow full of tears.
I know now that I was # 3,
There was your career and the other MAN.
You are the epitome of what a MAN isn’t,
And I knew it.
So I have to stand up,
And face my fears.
Guess we are strangers after all,
Another memory that came to my life.
I wish that you didn’t affect,
So you wouldn’t be a scar on my soul.
But I can’t be mad with you,
I should be mad with myself.
After all I was the one giving the keys to my heart,
And I wanted him to bring the light.
But my dark world has nothing to do with you,
And you didn’t ask for the lock.
Hell you didn’t even take the key!
I wish I knew why life is this way.
Will the man in dreams ever show his face?