I AM...

I am whatever YOU think I am until YOU get to KNOW me. This is true for everyone else too, of course.. so don't make assumptions about anyone or pass judgment; ask questions. You might just make a new friend.


Saturday, October 25, 2008


It is said that
one day for ‘God’ is a thousand years
for us and today as I celebrate my FIRST year
anniversary with Noel, this saying holds SO much truth. This felt like a long time coming and @ the
same time it still feels like we are meeting for the first time. I wrote a blogentry exactly one year ago to the day asking questions that in a few hours
later gave me hope in the possibility of NOT just finding someone, but finding THE one. 
I have always
prayed that one day I would meet a certain man that would have the important
qualities that I hope for. This man I created in my mind has materialized into
being and I cannot express how much LOVE I
have for him. It is as if we were made for each other because our lives run
parallel with each other. We have almost the same life story, the same woes,
and the same problems. We even have so many similar characteristics and many
things about us are the same. Before I met him, many things contributed to
making my life miserable and sad. I am positive person, but as I grew older,
negativism AND pessimism
had found me. 
When I met him,
everything changed. He has brought meaning, positivism 
AND inspiration to my life. Our
hasn't been weakened 
AND destroyed
 and other ego-based
imperfections that plague us. In fact it is 
MY belief that we have thrived AND is celebrating what I am sure will be the first of MANY anniversaries because of
those things. I say this because the foundation of 
OUR relationship is built on an UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for the other; anchored by the FREEDOM to be who WE are, without false pretense. WE know EXACTLY how to express OUR SEXUALITY which is one of ‘God's’ gifts that creates feelings of
divine oneness, PASSION that we
cannot deny; JOY that goes
beyond anything that exists in this world and LOVE that keeps us. SO many
gay relationships fall apart and I feel that this happens because SO many of us are NOT honest AND real with each other. I
believe that because of who we are is the reason WE have transcended everything we've experienced in the past.
I get that we are a rarity, but we are nonetheless…& I THANK ‘GOD’ THAT I CAN CELEBRATE THIS DAY WITHOUT FEAR OR


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