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Thursday, July 17, 2008

THE WORKING ME...EMPLOYING PRESENCE


As morning came I realize that I had to get out of my nice comfy bed and go earn my paycheck @ a place that I considered to be my stop over until I take my journey to where I really wanted to be. I went back and forth about quitting so many times that I lost count, each time I told myself that I wouldn’t something OR someone made me realize that I was making a mistake. YES I needed to work because like everyone on this planet I have things that require money; but I thought @ what cost? How does one know what is the right thing to do when he is split down the middle? I talked it over with Noel (MY FUTURE HUSBAND) close friends AND God, but nothing came to me. My UNIVERSAL AWAKENING was rippling AND tipping and it made me feel so angry AND frustrated @ my country because somehow, some way there is this STALE energy that exists in the working world in the Bahamas. And it seems that WE humans are like LITTLE bitches playing roles that ultimately decide who lives AND dies. As a conscious seeker, I am all about breaking through the old AND outmoded way of the working world…IT IS ALL ABOUT EMPLOYING PRESENCE! So many of us are just about having a job; I am about having THE job AND being PRESENT @ that job. I know that I was WASTING my time doing something somewhere for some reason but I am NOT quite sure what that something is…I can say that I brought this on myself because when I first got there I was NOT present, I did NOT start with the right intention for what I was about to do. I suppose in my own way I knew that this was going to be my end, either I quit OR it’ll quit me. The problem for me is that when I stepped through the doors of my workplace, I ceased being myself AND started being just an employee. Before leaving for work today, I should have cleared my energy AND step out with my BEST foot forward. But all in all I have to say that I am NOT disappointed in myself because I knew what was going to happen before I even got there, I just did NOT think that things would take the path that it had. CE LA VIE! I AM GLAD THIS HAPPEN BECAUSE THIS ONLY PUSHES ME MORE TO GET THINGS STARTED & MAKE MY MOVE TO THE UNITED STATES OR CANADA (AS PER NOEL’S VOICE OF REASON). I HAVE ACCEPTED THAT MY LIFE IS NO LONGER IN THE BAHAMAS & THAT IT IS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON A LONG TIME AGO; I GUESS THE UNIVERSE IS JUST CATCHING UP TO ME…NO MATTER BECAUSE THE GIFT OF MY FREEDOM & MY DESIRE TO HAVE A JOB THAT WORTHY OF ME & I OF IT WILL ONLY ADD TO MY ALIGNMENT WITH THE UNIVERSE. THE BEAUTY OF THIS LIFE, THOUGH, IT PROVIDES US WITH TROUBE WATERS, IT ALSO GIVES US A BRIDGE TO THE OTHER SIDE WHERE THAT WHICH I SEEK CAN BE FOUND…

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