I’m the kind of person who is consumed by the heart
and I never burn out because of it.
In a way my heart is in overdrive because it knows what it wants
and won’t allow me to settle for a little bit of LOVE here and there.
There is no earthly way MAN can connect with
unless HE gives me HEART, BODY AND SOUL!
So as the whole worlds unfold, shadows and darkness descend
And you slip into the dark night,
Directed to nowhere special.
I DARE YOU TO SEEK THE LIGHT!
I am here waiting, sitting
@ the right hand of GOD
And I seeking the LOVE he promised me
Long before I came.
But the crazy thing is that
I know that this might seem like I am smug
or basking in my own self-important.
But the fact is that I want ALL of YOU
and I am sorry I can’t turn back now.
I have come to realize
that the path away from MARTYRDOM is a slippery slope
and I am going to stick to the trail.
ISN’T IT A MYSTERY HOW LIFE CAN BE SO CRUEL,
TAKING AWAY OUR SOULS
& WE DO NOTHING
BUT PLAY OUR PART IN THIS EVERLASTING CHARADE?
So how then do I accept you?
How can I in this lifetime accept sub-par
When I know I am destined for more?
So don’t tell me you LOVE me
Because if you don’t’ mean it
I will see the words as they trip over your lips
And fall to the floor.
Don’t tell me you want to make me happy
When you are not
Because all you are doing is tearing yourself up.
That will go in one ear
And out the other
And fall to floor
Where I stamp and kill it.
GIVE THIS B!TCH ALL OR NOTHING!
Stop treating my heart like a like an old bill
Being passed through a paper shredder.
STOP trying to shred the very essence of my soul.
STOP trying to puncture my insides with your dull knife.
You are full of empty actions and feelings
And I will not be vulnerable to the elements because of you
And I refuse to leave myself on the floor
Waiting for the janitor to clean me up.
He will not treat me like I don’t matter
…All I am ever given is
Give me all or nothing
Do you understand me?
Or are they just meaningless words?